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Addiction is about my journey from living an unmanageable life as an alcoholic and drug addict, to sobriety and recovery. If you're struggling with addiction or alcoholism and need help let me know. I am happy to help or at least set you in the right direction.


Find the places where my soul lights, guiding me to serenity, oh this eternity

Oh my god I've lost this purity, Lift this tragic disease from me

I can not hold on. Lost grip on reality

One deep breath then I exhale   Hoping for a more purposeful life
Can I find an escape or path  Looking for a firm bedrock to
Build a life, set it right, get back to the dream I had
Build a life, set it right, get back to the dream I had

I keep trying to succeed
My will seems to have no meaning
Every day it's a struggle
In the places you have no trouble
I can See your life has meaning
Mine is only disorder

One last time I try to escape
I loose sight__Can't win this fight
I'm trying, I'm fighting, I'm dying, I cant hold on.

Find a way to rid this disease
I turn to methods that don't appeal to me.
Finding my self turning over
A higher power gets me sober
Absence of this ego

The work to get my life back
Taking nothing for granted

Finding change in life
I never knew existed
Today, I live on life's terms.

Today I live on life's terms

Today I live on life's terms
Today I live on life's terms


from Freak on The Inside, released December 18, 2020


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Night Terror is a Goth / Industrial / Synthpop band on the Tigersquawk Records Label.

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